Thanks guys... k2, I only just saw the post and I truly appreciate this... yes we both did well and I m happy. Oz thanks for your input it's well appreciated.
I ve been a bit bummed out lately but I always strive to deliver the best despite this...this makes coming to the forum all the more worthwhile as it's mostly like a big family. On the other side, I think how much I ve invested in lights and gear and wonder why I do it as it's a hobby I really can't afford. But then being in a country away from home its like trying to fill a hole where something is missing and as much as I value each of you I don't wish this situation on anyone. It's complicated!