We are our own worst critics, especially when we see ourselves in a view where we're close to the lens and everything gets distorted out of proportion. Go easy on yourself.
Yeah, as an ugly, scary, thug.
Not a criticism. He didn't pretend to be a G.Q. model.
He took what God gave him, and used it to his advantage to get both famous and rich. And to get plenty of ladies too. I wish I looked like him. Also he's now a playable character in the game SCUM. Complete with voice dialogue expressions.