Yup! I seem to to this with all things I buy!
I remember when I was a child, I got a SAK, I then wanted another crappy one to "use"! I said to my friend that this one was too nice to use... and that I wanted anoter that I could use. I have always been like this, I seem to buy stuff I like, not just because I need to use that particular item. Certain lights I buy are just lying around, even though they would be the best ones to use. I then have cheaper ones that I dare to use.
And the thing is, the things, light, knives etc, dont have to be that expansive either! I just like them to much to use them or something. The things I do dare to use, and that works good, i really start to like and appreciate. I think Im to scared to loose it or wreck it. Before I bought the thing, I have probably wanted it for a long time, and saved up some money for it, and when I finally get it Im to scared to use it because I might loose it.
I think this is something psychological for me. Might see someone about that some day...