Re: The Lounge
You could do what I did [emoji6] date a girl in high school. Have her break up with you after high school. Call you three years later and come to visit you in Arizona. While she's there get her pregnant. Move back to Wisconsin. Get married and have children. [emoji2] she is my best friend and the love of my life. We will be married 8 years in January and couldn't be happier.
My story is similar. Angela was my younger sister's best friend @13 years old; this was during a 2 year stay in California. We both had crushes on each other. When I finished my 6 years in the Navy, I came home and Angela just happened to be visiting my parents (my sis died due to black ice 4 years prior). Anyways, Angela had a boyfriend at the time. I told her she had just dumped him and she was mine now. She agreed. I stole her away the same day I got home. We've been in a perfect relationship for the past 19 years. I love her so much. She doesn't have much time left. Cancer. Aww man, I didn't want this to be a downer.
In order to slow time down and make her remaining time longer, we hug and kiss as much as possible and just try to love each other as much as possible.... It seems to work, our days pass slowly and happily.
I'm afraid of what will happen when she is gone. I have autism (very high functioning tho), so its impossible for me to pick up girls. I freeze when I meet new people. The thought of being a lonely old man terrifies me.